Sub/Slave looking for a Mistress!

Pretty much new to this, usually im extremely shy about these kind of things but realized only way I’ll be happy is if I go ahead and make a start…well I am a 24 years old I’m 5 i am a sub/slave since im new training may be needed looking for people to meet, talk [...]
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Elease:
Help me, I am destroyed. I know it was my entire fault and that I am terrible but my parents caught me smoking. They found my cigarette pack?
(30 December 2016)

Elease:
My dad is the most disappointed, my mom started crying, it kills me inside.
(30 December 2016)

Elease:
They won't talk to me now, what can I do for us to get on good terms?
(30 December 2016)

Elease:
Now I realised that I have been behaving badly.
(30 December 2016)

Elease:
They didn't use violence or anything, their anger and disbelief just made me feel like the last person on earth.
(30 December 2016)

Elease:
I really don't know what to do, they are so disappointed at me and would never look at me the same.
(30 December 2016)

Elease:
I didn't even shed a year but I am devastated.
(30 December 2016)

Elease:
I don't know what to do, at this very moment I feel numb.
(30 December 2016)

Elease:
The things that I promised myself I would never do have been already done.
(30 December 2016)

Elease:
I have turned the wrong ways now.
(30 December 2016)